Did not get the place, just know it before happend, but yeah, I was very sad about it.
So I go on with studing German, and let go my hopes. Dunno, if I get some day what I want.
At the moment I could not draw, its freaky, everything I start looks like crap and does not satisfy my. Perhaps I am to critically, but hey there, the chiefs from school did not like my shit either.
I am so unhappy, and I want to go back home, let all the things behind me, and start something new, with my girlfriend I hope.
Thanks all for the help, and the love you are gave me, I need my friends and my love to get on my stupid life.

Luv ya!